So yeah. I'm really crazy now. I think of you when I'm awake. Dream about you when I'm asleep. Crazy or what? On my way to pick my mom from her office to the airport, u are still polluting my mind. Going real crazy. But actually I kinda wish what I dreamt about last night would come true. I know it wouldn't cause it's kinda stupid. As i'm typing this right now, there's a question going through my head.  Am I really loving you or is it just something that I'm used to doing? Cause in that dream of mine, another guy appeared and all of a sudden you dissapeared. Kinda silly right? So this question keeps running through my mind. I'm thinking. Real deeply. I'm really not sure of my feelings for you now...

#Am I really loving you because I'm used to it?